FOB Smart at 0030 – Wednesday
One of the most profound feelings that a person can experience in life is loss. Loss is the ultimate pain and the ultimate factor and turning point in one's life. So is love, granted, but loss in love is undoubtedly more powerful in the end of a marriage or relationship than the love was in the beginning. The lasting effects of loss seem more powerful than anything when the loss is fresh. Over time, the freshness wears and wanes, the memories soften and begin to fade, and then one day out of the blue, or for some it is finitely gradual, the reality of loss changes from immense pain to yet another memory. The time in between the freshness and painfulness of loss and the memory it eventually creates seems to take forever when one is experiencing it... fortunately, the reality is always different. The singular perspective of loss and having lost so much is at times unbearable, unthinkable, and altogether wrenching to the soul - to my soul.
143, Kaesen.
Good night and good day.
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